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I. Gebeshuber:
"Requiem for future's past";
in: "Visions of the Future, Second Edition", J. Batt (Hrg.); Lifeboat Foundation, CA/USA, 2018, ISBN: 0998413127, S. 541 - 558.

Looking back at the last years I feel pain. Nothfog but pain! And I hate them . 1t was tbeir duty to let me die but-in th.e so-called name of progress-they kept me alive.And in the dark. o my mind was barely existing there, isolated, screaming and screaming but no one would listen ... What seemed like an eternal darkness would extend to an infinite emptiness. Eventually my screaming stopped, I gave up hope and won­ dered what kept me alive. Or better-not dead. lt is funny but hidden in the absolute darkness there is this weird craziness, like a constant terrible itching, never letting you go, never letting you relax. But there is no space for madness. Under such pressure you are alone with yourself and forced to escape the only possible way. You begin to wander your inner gardens. Discover the indiscoverable. See what you cannot and should not see. Af­ ter some time the black is turning into shadows, the shadows turn into grey
and then, then you remember. You go back in time ...